This year has been a season of Gossip Girl...

Hey gossip girls or guys out there that like to gossip like shit,

O-kay . . . shit can't gossip. 

Anyways, Imma here to blog bout my oh-so-interesting life this year. 

It's not because of me becoming more aunty-ish.

 It's not because my embarrassing moments that I still feel ashamed about.

 It's ALL because of the drama I've had since the beginning of the year. 

No idea of the cause of this crap but I'm sick and tired of it. Is this year some kind of drama magnet? Or are there secret hidden cameras everywhere we go and we're currently on an episode of Keeping Up with the Kardashians? I HOPE!!!

Not to say that I totally hate those dramas but seriously . . . IT'S RUINING OUR FRIENDSHIP. I pray to GOD that it can just stop. 

Being in the middle is also NOT a good thing. I have no idea how to fix this freakingshitty problem!!! Help me , someone!!!

Ps Please just hear each other out. I'm getting a tiny-winy bit annoyed.

Hugs & Muakz

xoxo

Crazy thinking cap on

Hey you with that crazy hair or is that your cap,

Owh-kay . . . that was kind of insulting in a weird way. 

Anyways, I'm here with a really confusing that organ near my kidney and my lung but way far away from my brain. No wonder I'm not thinking clearly lately. Okok . . . it's my HEART. No biggie.

What's wrong with me? I felt like crying on the last day of school but hell . . . I wasn't sad. Or was I? I think I was just not being my usual hyper self. 

What was the reason to my ( almost ) tears? 

Was it the fact that I was growing up? 

Was it the time that was flying in a super fast mode? 

Was it me losing another best friend? 

I think it was everything.

Anyways, cut the crap. ( By the way, we can't actually cut crap so it doesn't make any sense what I just said. ) I've been not listening to my heart lately cause I have no idea what to do with the freaking ENORMOUS problem I'm facing now. 

Asking everyone of my friends for advise so I'm apologizing for buzzing you guys with my personal problems lately. Should I follow DD's advise and go for it? OR should I follow the opposite, by not going for it? It's seriously hard when it comes to two options : YES or NO.

I'm freaking tired now. I pray hard that everything was the way it was the beginning of the year.

Hugs & Muakz

xoxo

School's out ( well kind of )

Hey people,

Yesh, I know! I know! I haven't been blogging as much as the other active bloggers have been. I've been vacationing from the net to think about lots of things. Like for instance, MY FUTURE. *Drum rollsssss* Nah!! I'm done thinking about for now. 

Why am I here? Why am I starting a title about something I have no intention of writing? Why am I fat? 

*Ignore the last one*

I'm actually here because of my After PMR To-Do-List that I have written on a yellow piece of paper which is now thumb-tacked on my notice board. Ok! A little too much info here. Well, there's one thing down that list which is :-

26. Blog more often.

So I'm here. 

I'm actually super duper lazy now. 10.32 in the morning and I'm here, blogging away about nothing special but crap. So here I go . . . Bye blogging world : )

Hugs & Muakz

xoxo

Escaping from my house...

Hey everyone who's getting bored after PMR,

I'm finally getting far far away from my beloved bed ( not that I want to ), away from the screaming of my nagging mum, away from Facebook and most importantly . . . . away from the BOREDOM!!!

And here's my escape plan :-

1. Pack my bag filled with sunglasses, sunblock, swimsuit, hat and let's not forget the amazing junkfood.

2. Sleep really early as we need to fishing reach at 5am!!! Fish the bus driver!!!!

3. Go and have the time of my life with my fab pals!!! X )

Oh!! By the way, I'm going to Langkawi Island which is located in Kedah. Awesome!!! Actually I'd really want to go Redang Island . . . but this isn't too bad either.

Who's ready to have the time of their lives?! ME!!

Boo Yeah!!! 

Hugs & Muakz

xoxo

Nearly the ending....

Hey everybody who hates endings,

It's already almost to the end of October which I usually like because it means the starting of an exciting holiday with no school. Well . . . strange to say. . . I hate everything that happening now. I don't know why, but everything that happened after PMR wasn't reaslly great. I haven't been really happy as I was before PMR. 

I've been feeling awfully moody lately, like I'm about to CRY but nothing comes out. Is it cause it's almost the ending to another year, another chapter, another step of life? I think so.

I still (after months) cannot believe IT'S FREAKING OCTOBER!!!

 I can still feel like I just finished complaining about my class (which I think is still kind of owh-kay after months being there). I can still feel the beat of the music in my heart at IR Night. I can still feel the sadness I had when I cried after I knew I didn't do well in my exam. I can still feel the snow in my face when I was hit with a snow ball in Snow World.

Those feelings I had in the early year has always been in my heart and mind. I sometimes wish I can go back time and feel it all over again. It's something I treasure whenever I am, whatever I am doing, whoever I am with. Those memories can never be replaced. Those are the things I can only keep forever.

I'm getting fishing emotional here. PMS-ing??!! Nah . . . I just finished mine ; )

I'm practically tearing up here. Noobie me : ( 

I hope I can spent more time with those who'll be leaving me next year. The more I think about it, the more I feel like crying. Shit!!!

So I'm signing off before I get even more emotional.

Hugs & Muakz

xoxo

Life's unfair but you can do nothing to FIX it...

Hey persons who think life's full of shit ( me ),

So I'm pretty ( actually very ) upset today. Cried my Fishing balls ( eyeballs that is ) out : ( Urgh!!! 

LIFE'S FARKING UNFAIR!!!

Wassup with the freaking last minute cancellation!!! I hate those teachers!!! Urgh urgh urgh....Argh!!!

I'm freaking pissed off at the teachers that were behind this whole shitty SHIT. LIKE SO FARKING PISSED!!!

Why am I so angry you ask?? It's all cause of the idiotic teacher who just told us we're not joining a modern dancing competition after we've planned everything for a long time!!! Shit shit shit dang!!!

Ok . . . I so need to cool down . . . gosh . . . failed to do so. So whatever . . . I'm gonna go sleep it off : (

Ps sorry for all the negative attitude . . . will be better tomorrow with a smile on my face but not in my heart.

Hugs & Muakz

xoxo

Future tenses are what I'm liking now...

Hey people who I think is missing me but are actually just passing by looking for something to see rather than their textbook,


So I've not been on the scene for a long while now since I've been preparing for PMR and so on. Let me summarize PMR for you in 3 words. . . . . . . . . IT'S NOT THAT AWESOME!!! Oh wait. . . . that's 4 words?!


Anyways, I've been having a hard time sleeping due to the nerve system in my body acting up every single second I think of Sejarah. Which thankfully is over!!! I felt like I can finally pee again after months of worrying. Which was a bad thing since I was in the car and there was a traffic jam. ( I don't think you guys even get what I mean. )


I'm kind of having the fantastic feeling after you finish PMR, but hell, PMR's not even over yet. Sheeeeyt!!! As what my title is, I'm already thinking bout holidays, what to do in school when teachers are sleeping, what to wear to Halloween, what colour will my room be when I finish begging my mum to redecorate it and more.


I'm thinking a whole lot on my future now. I've even thought of what I'll study after SPM, where will I get my first job, when on earth will I get my first boyfriend, my first kiss, my first date. . . . . to be honest, I have a lot of first timers I haven't done yet : ((

So. . . . . who wants to become my boyfriend can register your name at the registration counter in front of house. LOL. . . . . . I'm so funny!!! I think I now know what's my problem now. . . . . . . I'm too OUTsane ( which is a more serious case of being INsane ).

I am to go now cause writing has made me even more OUTsane.
Ps I'm sending a stern warning to those who keep saying I'm getting smaller. Boo.

Hugs & Muakz
xoxo