Hey everybody who hates endings,
It's already almost to the end of October which I usually like because it means the starting of an exciting holiday with no school. Well . . . strange to say. . . I hate everything that happening now. I don't know why, but everything that happened after PMR wasn't reaslly great. I haven't been really happy as I was before PMR.
I've been feeling awfully moody lately, like I'm about to CRY but nothing comes out. Is it cause it's almost the ending to another year, another chapter, another step of life? I think so.
I still (after months) cannot believe IT'S FREAKING OCTOBER!!!
I can still feel like I just finished complaining about my class (which I think is still kind of owh-kay after months being there). I can still feel the beat of the music in my heart at IR Night. I can still feel the sadness I had when I cried after I knew I didn't do well in my exam. I can still feel the snow in my face when I was hit with a snow ball in Snow World.
Those feelings I had in the early year has always been in my heart and mind. I sometimes wish I can go back time and feel it all over again. It's something I treasure whenever I am, whatever I am doing, whoever I am with. Those memories can never be replaced. Those are the things I can only keep forever.
I'm getting fishing emotional here. PMS-ing??!! Nah . . . I just finished mine ; )
I'm practically tearing up here. Noobie me : (
I hope I can spent more time with those who'll be leaving me next year. The more I think about it, the more I feel like crying. Shit!!!
So I'm signing off before I get even more emotional.
Hugs & Muakz
xoxo